In the Jewish Tradition, Pentecost was a holiday commemorating the giving of the Law to Moses on Mount Sinai.
It was a day that changed everything for Israel.
For on that Day, Israel and God became one.
They made a Covenant with each other,
Like a marriage;
God would be Israel’s God,
And Israel would be God’s people.
And there would be no other.
Israel would love the Lord with all their heart and soul and mind and strength . Deut 6
But they didn’t.
They repeatedly broke the laws and loved other gods instead.
so Jeremiah said,
One Day, “God will write the Law not on stone, but in your hearts!”Jer. 31:33
And that is what happened at Pentecost when the Holy Spirit came to dwell in the hearts of the Apostles.
With Pentecost, God now lives and moves and Has His being “in” us.
God is as close to us as the breath we breathe.
God is no longer someone out “There.”
But now someone in “Here.”
If God however is someone who dwells within us,
Then why does God seem so far away at times?
Because we love other things more than God!
St. Augustine once prayed.
Too late have I loved You. Too Late have I loved you!
O God You were within me but I was in the world.
You were with me, but I was not with you.
You called and shattered my deafness.
Your Light put my blindness to flight.
I tasted you, and now I hunger and thirst for you.
You touched me, and set me on fire.
Too late have I loved you!
For so many years Augustine was looking for God,
But God was within him all along.
For so many years Augustine was looking for Love,
But loving all the wrong things.
And then one day, he had his Pentecost and
The Spirit of Love, set him on fire!
And all He could say after all those wasted years was,
“Too Late have I loved you!”